I hope the best for you, but I am concerned for you.  I say this not to condemn you, but to ask you to examine your own heart, and see where God fits into your life.

It seems you know the right words, and you know the truth in your mind, but I wonder if you can see that God desires to have your heart and your life, not just "the right answers".  I only hope the following words do not apply to you.  They are hard to quote, but it was Jesus who spoke them, and we must be honest and judge ourselves now, lest we fall into judgment later.

Matthew 15:8
‘ These people draw near to Me with their mouth, And honor Me with their lips, But their heart is far from Me.
Matthew 15:7-9 (in Context) Matthew 15 (Whole Chapter)

I Never Knew You
Matthew 7:21 “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. 22 Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ 23 And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’
Build on the Rock
24 “Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: 25 and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for it was founded on the rock.
26 “But everyone who hears these sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand: 27 and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it fell. And great was its fall.” Whole Chapter

I urge you to pray and read the epistles listed below.  I believe the Holy Spirit has something He would like to say to you. And please come and visit the LYNC Network again.

Romans 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16
1 Corinthians 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16
2 Corinthians 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13
Galatians 1 2 3 4 5 6
Ephesians 1 2 3 4 5 6
Philippians 1 2 3 4
Colossians 1 2 3 4
1 Thessalonians 1 2 3 4 5
2 Thessalonians 1 2 3
1 Timothy 1 2 3 4 5 6
2 Timothy 1 2 3 4
Titus 1 2 3
Philemon 1
Hebrews 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13
James 1 2 3 4 5
1 Peter 1 2 3 4 5
2 Peter 1 2 3
1 John 1 2 3 4 5
2 John 1
3 John 1
Jude 1